never until you fall

over the holidays i was thinking about a few things, why is it that people try so hard for things and just get all wrapped up making them more complicated then they really need to be. i mean if you want something and it makes you happy just go for it, why bother thinking about what will happen later on... its really not going to matter if it makes you happy right then, im not saying dont care about anything because that is not the case but why does it have to be perfect. nothing is perfect and the sooner people realize this the better. take love for example, its gonna be rocky and tough at times and yes some of us will over think things and some will just not care about whats to come but the point is stop trying to plan life. life happens and it will always just ruining you plans over and over again...please do not get me wrong there is a big difference between planning and having goals you need to accomplish. working towards a career and having a job is nesscary. but trying to plan every little thing like when to fall in love or when the time is right to be with someone is just ridiculous. so i will end this rant with one thing...FOLLOW YOUR HEART... and dont take everything in life so seriously.

i have no clue

you know when something bothers you but it really shouldnt. no matter how hard you try to blow it off cause it really is nothing you just keep thinking about it. yeah thats where i am...and its driving me crazy...i mean why you let things bother you when its really stupid

mmhmm

i dont know why people work at a place and they dont have a clue to how to do their job. im sorry im ranting it just really pissed me off. anyway today should be exciting. i have been rackin my brain on what to say to someone but alot of the time i say some very stupid things. im a pretty good convosationist but im not too well at starting them. well i feel compelled to say something smart and wise so here is my favorite saying...
"to live, you first must learn to laugh and love"

thanksgiving

well thanksgiving is here...this year has gone by so fast i really cant believe it. tomorrow is gonna be hectic with family and everything. it just doesnt seem like this year is almost over...well happy thanksgiving =)

nephew

just another week and a half and my nephew can come out.....i am so excited. it just makes the holidays soo much better knowing he will be here in time for christmas. =)

winter cold

random thoughts enter
like the winter cold
somewhere between my head and my heart
the thought of you comes clear
as quickly as you came your gone
for a brief moment
it was warm and satisfying
standing there trying to find
where did you go
all that is left is the frozen feeling
why does it have to be this hard
remembering what happiness felt like
running through this mind
somewhere you are there
these thoughts enter
like the winter cold.

wow

so finally got done doin everything i needed to do today, crazy day i tell you. but there always has to be drama, ppl cant leave anyone alone these days. i finally have a job interview at a place i desperately wanted so i am super excited. alot of my blogs will probly end up being poetry so im sry for ppl who hate it....just dont read it then.... well i am bored now so ahoy to all =)